6:23 am, slept for 4 hours only. I need my morning coffee but nothing is open yet!
Surrounded by my luggage, here I am sitting in my hotel room. Another 37 minutes and my ride will be here. Do I really feel like it?
I miss you and I don’t mean missing you physically being next to […]
Archive for the 'Confusion' Category
Why do I feel so down lately? I’ve been trying very hard to get out of this mood but keep failing to do so.
I blame the heat, the Kuwaiti Society, and the idiot drivers on the road. I blame the on-going news about war, Israel, and the US Administration. I blame relationships, him, and him.
I […]
I feel as if the confusion bubble is growing inside of me rather than around me. The past few months I was trying very hard to avoid it and thought I succeeded until I broke down two nights ago. Part of me regrets it and the other doesn’t.
I miss you.
Currently, I’m going this “BLAH” phase, just as a friend of mine would say. I have many things in mind to write about but for some reason am unable to post. The past few days, I tried uploading more pictures and videos of the “Orange Revolution”, but I guess blogger is working against me these […]
Listening to THIS
Going back to the “confusing” subject of relationships and spinning away from all the political talk. In a relationship, why do we consider ourselves “victims”? Why do we think that it’s the other person’s fault? We are always the “good” ones & they are the “bad” ones.
When things go wrong, we focus on […]
Listening to THIS!
I feel as I’m walking around in a confusion bubble. Everything around me is vague. People aren’t helping either. I’ve been thinking about stuff I shouldn’t be thinking of. I’m back to overanalyzing issues. My mind refuses to rest. It seems like I can only place it on hold for few hours during […]
Why can’t men be clear about what they really want? Seriously, a minute you like her, the next you just want to be friends! In the mornings you flirt with other girls, and when the night comes, all you want is to be with her. When she’s not around, you tell her that you miss […]
“Lend yourself to others, but give yourself to yourself”
Published by March 7th, 2006 in Personal, Men, Relationships, Confusion and Love. 6 CommentsPeople get a change of heart all the time, so why do I feel bas about it?
Let’s look at it from this side, I wasn’t happy. Am I happy now? Partially, yes. It wasn’t going anywhere further and everyone seems to support such a decision. Will I be unhappy again within some time? Maybe! But […]
How can he feel this way? It is nothing but insanity. Him, having those kinds of feelings? No way! He is my friend, his best friend and the love of her life. We have our differences and so are they but still! For god’s sake, he is his best friend and more like a brother. […]
Talk, Talk, Talk
Published by November 8th, 2005 in Personal, Relationships, Confusion and Love. 16 CommentsI was there and so was him. She was there too, crying, sad and confused. I managed to keep quite so he wouldn’t notice me, he didn’t. There I sat in silent fearing he would hear the breath I take. She was in fear too, what if he knew? Then, both of us will be […]