The universe has his own way of dealing with me. Spending the last 48 hours of my life telling people how I lost the will to live, just to stumble over an old post written by me.
R. Reason to Smile? Being alive
That was my answer not even one year ago. I was a much happier person back then. What happened? I am Shopa, the happily forever girl now can’t stop obsessing about her death.
Life goes on
48 hours, interesting.
mwah
I’m a frquent reader to ur blog, I must say, that you need to cheerp up a bit. Do somethin’ different, something extraordinary. Travel ” well i guess you are doing so ” .. what im trying to say is be yourself, not who you want to be, negative thoughts generate negative feelings.
Aiight, guess it’s enough with me playing Dr. Phil for the moment. Cheer up
Mani gayletlich shay. There will be a better time and place for me to say what I want to tell you. Inshallah very soon sweetie. :**
And what you are feeling has nothing to do with negativity or any of that… Do what you have to, say what you must, just don’t hold it back or feel you have to for anyone or anything right now.
someone needs a life..
Shopa, when you say things like obsessing about your death, that is pretty serious stuff. Shopa, please talk to someone, some professional, and get some help, some serious help.
Life can be sweet once again. We all need help sometime. Please, get help. Your post was a cry for help.
Stop doing this to urself.
Its all in ur head.
Wake up.
Life is precious!