Post.A.No.Secret- April’s Edition

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Post.A.No.Secret

I admit; for the past few years I was in denial. I refused to talk about it and everyone understood. Since that day, friends never mentioned his name infront of me.

I tried erasing all the memories by pretending he never existed in my life; but I failed.

I woke up one day and he was gone. But if he was really gone, then how come I see him all the time?

It hurts that he left. What hurts even more is that he left before I was able to tell him how I feel.

A dedication to DR

13 Responses to “Post.A.No.Secret- April's Edition ”


  1. 1 blasha Apr 1st, 2007 at 10:45 pm

    Wow!

    …..

    alla yr7amah

  2. 2 Delicately Realistic Apr 2nd, 2007 at 3:54 am

    7ayati intay ;*

    Allah yer7ama…he is at a better place.
    Fe bait shi3r that goes like….emmm…..ill tell u it in person le2na akhaf ghala6 :P

  3. 3 Alia Apr 2nd, 2007 at 12:38 pm

    Allah Yer7ama ;**

    If asked what’s the most scariest thing in life .. I would say losing my loved ones

  4. 4 Flamingoliya Apr 2nd, 2007 at 1:51 pm

    3awartay galbi
    alah yer7oma

  5. 5 DiiGMaa Apr 2nd, 2007 at 2:30 pm

    You know Shopa.. I read this post and check out the links you had of previous posts.. I realized I had read them before.. but never commented.. coz I didn’t know how to put it.. and here I am again.. speechless..

    so.. maybe.. I shan’t say anything and just..

    *HUG*

  6. 6 Mitsuki Apr 2nd, 2007 at 6:32 pm

    *wipes her tears* alla yr7ama …
    2 months back I lost my brother :’( and 4 yrs back I lost my finance and grandfather and ur post just urged the feeling of sadness and pain in me .. Am so sorry for ur loss and yea its the HARDEST THING EVER!

  7. 7 malgofa. Apr 2nd, 2007 at 6:52 pm

    meno ele Allah yer7oma..?!..meno mat..?

  8. 8 MSB Apr 2nd, 2007 at 11:38 pm

    ditto Diigmaa.. actually, i hadnt known until now that this was the situation…

    Allah Yer7ema ib Ra7meteh…

  9. 9 regrets Apr 2nd, 2007 at 11:50 pm

    When mother dearest passed away I lied to myself and pretty much convinced myself that she was away on a vacation and sooner will come back…..I regret not telling her how much I really loved her and what she meant to me….alh yr7mch yuma!!

    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=biTSGcHodWY

    I sobbed when I first heard this as much as i did after her burial

  10. 10 DiiGMaa Apr 3rd, 2007 at 8:37 am

    MSB
    Likewise.. the thought crossed my mind but now.. now it’s all clear..

    Shopa
    Allah yer7ma
    *BIG HUG*

  11. 11 Swair Apr 3rd, 2007 at 5:50 pm

    awww, i’m so sorry babe *hugs* Allah yer7ama oo eyghamed roo7a el jana…

  12. 12 EniGma Apr 3rd, 2007 at 6:07 pm

    No matter how hard you try, you can’t force the memories out of your head. Cherish them.. And move on. Everything happens for a reason..

  13. 13 Mitsuki Apr 4th, 2007 at 5:56 pm

    *cries cries* :’(

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